Not yours

My love is not yours
It's not meant for you
I don't remember how I gave it to you

Feels like it kind of fell on your lap

And it made sense to

I was with you, after all, for a little while

But yeah? No.

My love is not yours 

It doesn't make sense

I'm not attracted to your choices

When your tired, sad or frustrated

I've had enough people choose anger at me

When they could've chosen kindness

I am braver than this

I am bigger than this

To be your dirty little secret

And never someone you are proud of?

I do NOT want this!

My love is not yours.

It could've been

But you didn't want it

And I take that seriously. 

We just started a New Year 

It's time to start over, not repeat. 

So goodbye, my dear, my sweet. 

My love is not yours anymore.