1, 2, 3

 One

Two

Three 

Just like that

On the archived section

Of my WhatsApp chats

The one I want the most

Read and unreplied 

The one I want the least

Replied a few hours later

And the one that I let go

Replied and worried I'm not okay

Checking up on my well being.  

I hate that the one I want most doesn't miss me enough to find a way to reach out, in comparison with the ones I don't want anywhere near me. 

Almost seems like I want those I can't have

And have those I don't want. 

How twisted am I?

How unworthy?