Live or dream?

How many times a day

did you think about me?

How many breaths of mine

Did your mind see?

When I opened my eyes

Where you there?

When I thoughtfully sat

On a chair?

When I laughed, when I cried, when I smiled

Where your eyes fixed on me all the while?

What did it mean to you

When I left?

Or when I told you my problems

And wept?

Did you plan out the ways

you could see me,

And foresee all the ways

to come near me?

Count the days that you lost

While you drowned in thoughts

And the moments I smiled

Like the happiest child - And weigh them.

                    Who won?