Happy or Careless?

There's a big difference in between being happy and being careless:

When you are happy, it's natural that other people be happy around you and become happy because of you.
When you are careless, it's natural to push other people away with the "need to be free" and hurt the people that care for you and love you the most. The only people you atract when in this condition, are other careless people who will use you, hurt you, and abandon you, under a mask of false love that will blind you to their true condition.

when he comes

When a guy comes around

And he’s cute, and he’s kind

Someone that I found

Of those so hard to find

A pain in my stomach

A waking up call

Something Strong reminds me

I shouldn’t dare fall

My mind in it’s strength

Reminds me of my sin

But it’s hard to pull back

What your heart has let in

And so this I remember

And it has kept me Strong

In the moments I dare let

Come in what is wrong:

"He should Always be ahead.

He must Always be your guide.

He is the one that should make you

Feel safe by his side.

If you go to the West

He must Always go along

But if you must go alone

He, for you, must be Strong

Must be closer to God

Then you could ever dream

You, him and the Father,

Strongest of all teams."

If I have to go

And if you have to stay

My heart can rest, know

You'll be waiting

Troubles will come

As they Always do

But I will be safe

When I run home to you

If I dare push back

He’ll be pushing forward

It wont be today and it wont be tomorrow
But the day that you bring him, Lord, I promise to follow.