I've known you for a very short time, and something in you impressed me. The friendship created between me and you was the fastest I've ever had. And to impress me even more, it was real, not just interest or convenience.
I already had a very happy life. I had my Keepers long before you showed up, but I was going through my worst period with them when you came along. I was leaving.
Everything you said to me got me extremely surprised cause I was seeing what I had said to them, now coming back to me, through you, and I was shocked, but I was beginning to feel the same.
Time passed and I finally allowed myself to be free with you, to show the real me, and your response to it, made me love you, because you didn't judge me as I expected, and understood me. You made me happy every single time you called, even when I didn't know what to say, and you didn't say anything at all. - Fala comigo.(PI, hehe)
So we became friends and that friendship has been at times what keeps me going. That was when you became a Keeper! The keepers were still the Keepers, and I didn't forget them for a minute, but you tried a bit harder, you deserve the credit.
Our fights over "who-loves-who-more" might have seemed silly, but deep down, It was real, every word. You know that, and so do I.
So that's why this pain is hurting so bad.
Today you gave the news that would ruin my day, yes, feel guilty about it. Today you told me YOU were leaving. And you had to leave soon.
I know the pain you feel, cause I've been there just last year, but I didn't know it would hurt this much to be on this side of the story.
I tell you I miss you all the time, and it's always true, but we are "close". In desperate circumstances, or just opportunities , I can see you, and you can see me, but now I'm not so sure that's gonna happen as easily as it could.
No matter where you are, I'll always be with you, and you with me, cause I love you, and I cary you in my heart, never forget that. I'll miss you like hell, but I'll never forget you. Ever. I don't know what the future will be like, but I'm fine cause I know your my friend, and that will never change. - But saying that would be saying: Yeah, you leaving! NOOOOO. YOU CAN'T LEAVE.
I don't want to make this worse, but it hurts very much to me to see that I might lose you. You know what I mean.
I love you Luisa. That's never gonna change,
But it won't ever stop hurting until I'm sure,
that this is just a rumor, and I'll be with you for GOOD.
That I won't lose you. I can't.
I love you pessoa
