Because of you I look forward to night, wen I lay my head down, and silence completly takes over. Takes me to the moment where no one can split us, where I'm totally free and so are you. The moment where dreams rulle over reality.
You once asked me: "Wen will I see you again?". That only hurt me so much, because I knew the answer, and dramatic as it may seem it is exactly: "In your dreams." That is a cruel way to say the undesired truth, but it the most clear and direct way.
You are who you are and I am who I am. You have a life to live and goals to reach and so do I, but we can only combine them if we decide that we are willing to give up on a few "my" own dreams so there will be space for "yours", and/or to include each other in a few of these dreams. Plus, we will have to love each other so much to survive this, that our love will be compared to a long term married couple. I'm sorry. I'd love to, but I know I can't do that.
God put you in my way and changed my life while I was with you,and He certainly did something with you because me 2, but now our time together has expired and it's time to bid you all farewell. It hurts more on me then it will ever hurt on you - believe me, but we can't delay this for to much longer, so I'm wrighting this to give my love to you and my good-byes. I wasn't going to do this, but if I didn't, time would just pass untill things were finally lost, without ever at least saying good bye.
Understand that I am safe to say good bye, because I know I have you in my heart(♥) forever. You've proved me you are real friends, and I'm glad I found you. I'm glad we walked this road together. I have the greatest memories ever because of you. And because of you ARE true friends, I know we can all go different ways now, cause in our hearts, we are all together.
So time has come, and in short words I say... Farewell my friends, and God bless you all
I love you
your keeper
Joy. over and out
